Look what the school did to me, 2 months without updating? Ahhh...not as if now I am free anyway, just that I don't want to have a blog but not use it.
So what am I busy with for these few months? I can say that over all my modules. None of them are allowing me to slack.
Story has to type lots of script now and I don't know who really heard my story on Monday when I pitched.
Drawing, keep drawing everyweek, 5 drawings each that can give me enough hell.
Web design is becoming like creative process haha, luckily I did most of my process during holiday.
3D modelling...HELP! This is one of the toughest module for me. It took me so long to create a head, now to create an entire body with the same time given. Amen.
IMM which seems easy but never was. Until now my first so called 'assignment' (flowchart) is not done yet. Alot of redo-ing for this module and sometimes what the lecturer comment is abit hard to understand or apply. Ytd the lecturer comment on settings of my topic. He suggested a T-shirt printing shop instead of a street. Anyway my topic is "History of T-shirt Design". Yep then I have this friend Brian, who is doing "History of Luna Sea"...and the lecturer suggest him to do on a studio. omg...all so commonly used...I don't know whether to use what the lecturer suggested and revamp it or think of my own.
Authoring. HA. Ytd when kun was teaching I really stare at the screen with amazement. I don't have much confidence of doing what he taught. I was smiling away then because flash is really fun! I see moving object in the screen I feel happy lolz...Yea and this module is the most difficult module to me.
Gheezz...Why am I writing about my school life in a blog. I don't seem to have other type of lifestyle now la...everyday do work lol...
signed off at ... 7:11 PM
This friend of mine, lost a dota game when he is supposed to win...So he got pissed and asked whether we (opposite team) had fun just now. I said no because I know it is hero difference that causes the winning. He didn't care and ask a friend, who is more pro, to play for him.
God, it's obvious of his intention.
So Dalun and I plan to just 'feed' him, meaning play like crap and let him killed us by alot of times. In the end he got pissed still haha...
I don't get it why do people get so serious in game. Are games supposed to be serious business in this modern society? Why people even create their clan and fight for tournaments. If it's over the money I can accept it HAHA, but what if it is for pride and glory? In the past people fight with bare hands and legs. Now, fighting with a mouse -_- How dumb.
Now that friend of mine has quit dota, and now fighting with a NS guy. Erm I don't know when he will return to DoTA, it seems like he always quit and get back again.
signed off at ... 1:06 PM
Ok damn, my computer really sucks haha. I was playing DoTA then it hanged. I stared at the screen and next, it auto shut down due to 'overheating'.
Anyway, today's entry will be on human who don't hold responsibility about what they said or try to show when they are in the cyber world. What I mean about cyber world are like MSN or in online games. Yesterday night, as usual I played DoTA with my friends consisting of Xuan, Dalun, Cat, Huifen, Jasmine, Connie, Thomson and of course me. It was a imbalance 4v4 game because huifen and jasmine were with me and xuan. I wanted to play slack for the sake of just fun instead of winning, however I did not enjoy as I expected.
At first I got gang-banged which i really don't mind as I know the reason behind it. However this friend of my, Thomson, loves to think he is a big shot or DoTA pro. When we cant kill him, he said this.
"HAHA run so slow."
Just because he had this item Boots of Travel (BoT) that adds more movement speed, he thinks he is great. It's ok, I didn't really care such nonsense noob talk but when he provokes Xuan more, I said something which really doesn't matter much. Then he said.
"Diam la...not your business."
*Diam - shut up / keep quiet
I was feeling kinda offended but I just smiled away.
I don't get it that why must human degrade themselves so much. Somehow this incident linked to my thoughts about how Human mankind will end in Earth. Humans are killing humans and the nature. The nature is what I really respect alot because they should be the owner of this planet. Human know the importance of their existence yet some are selfish who wants to earn as much money as possible or for the sake of convenience, causing the destruction of nature. Irresponsible stupidity human, just like my friend.
I believe he is not the only one in the world. I've met alot of the same kind long ago. They scold vulgarity for no reason, pissing others and getting joy from their miser. Sacarastic assholes, aren't them? I once asked my friend why are they behaving so differently in games and one told me.
"You don't have to hold any responsibility what. They don't know you and where you live."
That's not right ok I'm telling you all. Just because they don't know you and you can start scolding them for no reason? NO! It's like I F*** your girl because I don't know you and I know you can't do anything to me. WTH! No such things ok? There's a lack of self displinary in human now.
Yea but I can't say much now too because I am one of the sinner human. I despise my race and the horrible cyber Fuc*tards because I know they are worse than me. Argh! Just...Shit yesterday
and my computer too.
signed off at ... 3:23 PM
Just back from disgusting DoTA match which was super imba and boring game.
Sometimes people can be so damn ironic, including me. Why I said this was because just now in a game, when I was already so hopeless my friend still Double Team (DT) me. For what sake?! My team was already imbalance and that friend always complain when people DT him, with reason. But of course I am ironic at times too. Just like when I said Good Game (GG) and that I am going to feed, and when that really happens, I felt so damn sian. The outcome is expected, but why does human still walk on that path? Could it be a lack of determination in choosing a decision or that we are just stupid, wasting our time getting ourselves angry. Wahaha...
Yep. So right now I am wondering who are my true friends. Often, I will ask myself this question then some unhappy memories will flash. I realise that actually all those so-called friends are just play-mates whom don't bother about how I feel and whether I die-or-live. It's so saddening that all these happened when I used to have them as my very good pals. I even drew them in Manga resemblance in the past, looks ugly, but at least those were moments that we had. Now some hate him/her and don't give a damn for one another, sigh...
Then again some happy looking faces flashed! People like my ConnIE~! My every! WAhaha!! And erm, Jingyi with horrendeous laughter and caring heart. Neo who once in a while call me through phone to ask how I am. Vincent Quek, not really in contact because of our stages in tertiary education, but I know he misses us and still concern about me. Abrey, it's indeed not easy for us to be friends still, I wonder how that happen but anyway it's really good to know that you are concerning still haha. Hope you and your lousis stay forever and ever! I guess that's all for the secondary side. NOW!! POLY!! haha...Siqi a.k.a Ashley, though sometimes I wonder how come she will comb her hair even nicer than mine, but she's really good listener. Now she's having her problems but I cannot help much. Gotta take care manz...Xavier lai HOT KID...my gay soon-no-more. LoL. He's hyper active and friendly. Sometimes I cannot stand it but I understand he's harmless.Yongjia~Minghui loves to call her Fat Jia haha...She's kinda funny in terms of her expression and behaviour. She's sensible at least, used to be mood swinger but now I don't really find her mood swing. Desmond. I won't forget how you held the fresbie and ran for like 5 steps, giving me that kind of OMFG face. INTERESTING FRIEND! lol...Very helpful and sunny. Nono #2 goes to you haha.
I guess I will continue next time about the fun times at Sentosa with 0507 when I get the pictures. So tata..
signed off at ... 2:07 AM
I don't know how many times I've recreate a blog, but it's always fun to remake one. Everytime I will want to type proper english in it, start afresh and be happy. It's like going school on first day haha, except that I don't feel nervous -_-.
First, to comment on this blog skin. Looks nice, digitally done very well to me. I can never produce such work since I always get 'D' grade for Digital Imaging. I love simple sometimes and I believe the BnW effect really is nice. Some of the default text are funny, for example 'please, kidnap me.' That suits the 'ransom' theme of course, but I don't really want to get kidnapped although it seems to be a kind of trend now in Spore.
Nxt, on what happened today. Lol...My mom said she don't know why she gave birth to a son like me (Previously she was saying my brother and I only knows how to sit in front of the computer). So I got quite upset and start to think that I am really a useless bum in the family. After awhile I start to think from another angle and that is to prove my mom wrong. So I tidied up my wardrobe, my computer desk (now it's really clean, nothing much on it) and my drawer. There's always a kind of satisfaction after the clearing up despite the sticky sweats during tidying. Wootz...
Hmm what else to say? haha. Congrates to all Campus superstar students! I strongly believe it's tough during the 4 months. Now the champion is out, it's going to be really a new start for him. How a 17 year old guy, who has extremely high vocal singing ability, still studying and going to make a day out of himself in the music industry? Hmm god bless manz, but from the start I believe he will be the first, so he should be okay with his journey in future. Anyway why should I care for a stranger? Hmm...why shouldn't I anyway? LoL
Guess that's all for today. Tomorrow I will be going Yio Chu Kang to distribute flyers again but alone this time without my mom or Xiao Liew. She's going camp for 4 days! And I wil have a briefing on Friday that might stop me from fetching Xiao Liew. Hopefully Studio Project2 result will be release asap. Hope Xiao Liew will be fine! Hope everyone be fine too!
signed off at ... 12:24 AM
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